katabasis: (does a man retire than into his own soul)
ƬƠƬƛԼԼƳ ƇƠƊЄƤЄƝƊЄƝƬ ƑԼƖƝƬ ([personal profile] katabasis) wrote2018-07-14 01:05 am
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wearyallalone: (your restless heart)

Memo

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-08-25 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Vanya's handwriting is neat and easy to read, in the manner of a man who drilled on it as a boy: utilitarian but never sloppy. The note is submitted to Flint through formal channels, not simply left on his desk or slid under a door.

Commander,
At your convenience, I would request a short audience. The matter is time-sensitive, but not an emergency. I am at your disposal at any time convenient to you.

- V. Orlov
wearyallalone: (Let them not pass like weeds away)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-08-27 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Vanya is always prompt.

He's been with Riftwatch for over a year, and in that time he hasn't given anyone cause to complain that he's late, or that he gripes, or that he doesn't pull his weight. He takes any assignment given to him and does it promptly and thoroughly. It's not enough, he knows, but it's what he can do, and so it's what he does. Flint, running Forces, knows the results as well as anyone in the Gallows, so it can hardly be a surprise when Vanya arrives precisely on time for the scheduled meeting.

"Commander," by way of respect and greeting; he still gives the impression, sometimes, of an instinct to salute. In lieu of that, he isn't seated without an invitation, waiting for Flint to take the meeting's lead.
Edited (immediately noticing a repeated word, terrible) 2022-08-27 23:38 (UTC)
wearyallalone: (the many throated choir)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-08-30 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Whether or not he'll need to take notes, Flint can see that Vanya came prepared. He is still more or less at attention, even seated. "Thank you for seeing me. I wished to make a request, one which may have some tactical ramifications. But I think it is overall a net gain for the organization, and I hope you'll agree. I wish to be excused from my duties in anticipation from being ill from ceasing the use of lyrium."

And there it is.
wearyallalone: (prepare for the flood)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-09-12 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"It will," Vanya says, without surprise or hesitation. "Once the lyrium clears my system, I will no longer have access to the specific abilities that allow me to interfere with a hostile mage's magic, which is the main reason I haven't broached the subject before now. However." This is the part he laid out carefully before even sending Flint the initial note.

"There are three tactical reasons I would submit that support my request. First, if you'll forgive me noting it, there have been signs of strain in the relations between Riftwatch and the Chantry, even for someone removed from the details." It hadn't been hard to figure out, eventually, why Marcus Rowntree was grilling him on his connections. "Should that relationship fray to the point they are no longer willing to provide lyrium to those who do not have current ties of loyalty to the Order, I could face withdrawal at a time not of your choosing, which would likely sideline me for, at a minimum, a few days. It could come at an inconvenient or dangerous moment, if it isn't a choice." It's a reason he'd thought of before, but the situation seems newly likely.

"Second, as I'm sure you will have noted, many Riftwatch agents find my resignation of my post within the Templar organization meaningless while I still possess the ability to counter mages. I'd initially thought that my utility in fighting Venatori and other hostile mages would offset this drawback, but it has been clear to me that there are agents who would prefer to work with any other member of Forces. No one has ignored orders or done a subpar job in my experience, but even so ... if it is a stumbling block that I can remove, I would remove it."

A brief pause and then he says quietly: "And third, continued lyrium use could affect my memory and judgment. I've been ingesting it for nearly 30 years at this point, and the damage is possibly done. But from what I've heard of Commander Cullen's experience, it is also possible that you may get longer use from me as a soldier if I stop, which may somewhat offset the tactical drawback of giving up my lyrium-specific abilities."

It is very possibly the most words anyone in Riftwatch has heard him say in a row.
wearyallalone: (You do not possess power absolute)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-09-22 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
The relief he feels doesn't touch his features, but it's present nonetheless. A small part of him expected a no: no, we need you for fighting Venatori, or possibly even no, we have no use for you in Riftwatch anymore. That possibility is put away, quietly and firmly, at least for now.

However, he thinks the commander does merit an answer. That, or after all this time he's incapable of not answering a superior who prompts him. Maybe a bit of both. He says, "All three have been on my mind for some time. The recent events with Captain Rowntree emphasized that the first might be an imminent concern, I admit. And." He pauses, more than hesitates, before he says, "When the Gallows had its recent encounter with the enchanted soup, I had an conversation with Mlle. Baudin, in which she laid some of the the thoughts I'd previously had privately before me in starker terms."

Apparently, he'd found her points compelling.
wearyallalone: (your restless heart)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-10-18 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Understood, Commander." He might have left it there; he's relatively sure leaving it there is the better idea. But he'd rather say the uncomfortable thing now than revisit it later, if he has the choice. "If I am able to rely on them in the field, I do not expect no strain whatsoever. Under the circumstances."
wearyallalone: (coming in loud and clear)

sincerely into it

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-11-26 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"I will keep you informed, then, Commander." If it feels uncomfortable to be, essentially, ordered to report when his colleagues are rude to him, Vanya tucks that away in the box labeled to feel something about later when you have time. (It's presumably a full box, at this point.)

"I will also keep you posted on my recuperation. I don't know exactly how long it will take, but I intend to be back on my feet as soon as the infirmary staff gives their permission." As if anything about him suggested a man who might malinger.
wearyallalone: (you fall for the one you believe in)

[personal profile] wearyallalone 2022-11-26 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"Understood." If he has thoughts on the liklihood of Barrow or Keen signing up to go through the gauntlet he's about to run, he keeps it to himself. If nothing else, Riftwatch could pick up a new defecting Templar or two, one day.

"Is there anything else? Preferences on timing?" Since they were taking advantage of getting to choose.