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ƬƠƬƛԼԼƳ ƇƠƊЄƤЄƝƊЄƝƬ ƑԼƖƝƬ ([personal profile] katabasis) wrote2023-01-09 11:50 pm
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-24 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
The gentle tug stirs something similar to what a gentle squeeze about the forearm and wrist had, the light setting of fingers into shoulder. A rewriting, where nerve endings still prickle after and remember harsher treatment and harder hands, and the mildness that follows could nearly be maddening if he wasn't so sated, laying here. A finger curling about a piece in contrast to a driving fist.

It had felt good and this feels good, and Marcus is letting out a quiet and contented breath as Flint says that. Amusement is quick to crinkle about the eyes (or something simpler, pleased), and he lifts his head a little more, making room for imagining. Auburn. Kept neatly, he's sure.

"When was that?"
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-25 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
A rumbled sound of amused understanding, and Marcus' hand has crept back up some. Skirting fingers along the edge of not-quite-hidden jawline, gently capturing a bit of bristle between thumb and curled knuckle, slipping free almost immediately. The faint tipping into the touch to his own face, otherwise leaving it alone.

"I used to wear mine down more," he says, maintaining that quiet, close tone of conversation. "Before. Then cut it all short for a time, after. And there was the beard."

His hand finds a place at the side of Flint's neck, comfortably settled. Another glancing over, the shifting of focus between details—the shape of that crooked smile beneath beard and where hard bone informs expression, and eyes greener for the natural light in the room.

It's easy to say, "I like this." This version of him. Maybe it's his.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-25 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
He might suggest that Flint receive his compliments a little more graciously, but then, where would be the fun in that. The mostly-mock exasperation writ into a tugging away of his eyeline is interrupted by that soft tracing, and realigns his focus once that path ends just under his jaw, and presses.

Regards him there across this short distance, and there is as little as Marcus might read between them as Flint might detect with his fingers set so.

"Aye," after not so long of a delay, one that manages not to sound like hesitance. "We do."

You know, if it's up to him. And there is no tension to him, not in the comfortable line of where their bodies are still touching or the sweep of his thumb against Flint's breastbone, or the study being made of him, the slant of humour that hadn't been completely ironed out by roving fingers. But there, beneath, a quiet pulse of that thing he feels like heat beneath the surface, up high in his chest.

Marcus asks, "Does that sound true?"
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-26 11:15 am (UTC)(link)
A quiet 'hm'—they are in agreement—and Marcus dips his head past the set of Flint's thumb, lowering that small distance to brush a kiss against his palm. It should be simple and obvious, this fact, and a little meagre as far as confessions of mutual affection go, and yet it feels like good dry kindling, fed to flame. He could stay warm off that a while, this concurrence, and the gentle application of Flint's fingers about his face. Like committing something to memory, and thus importance.

What Marcus knows of the future is they will fuck again, and share a bed, and trade more scraps of information in a way that may or may not unravel into proper conversation, and in so doing add depth and shade to their mutual renderings of one another, and he sees no reason for that not to continue.

It's with that in mind he asks Flint, "What do we do about that?" before a kiss is lain on the inner of his wrist.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-27 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
In unconscious reflection, Marcus settles himself by those small degrees in return—a shifting about to ease the curve of his spine, an answering bend to the knee. More conscious, a mirrored twinge to his expression: optionality noted.

And perhaps it won't be for a lack of affection if they continue to be unable not to keep their hands to themselves. That it won't be a distraction from the ways in which they do not get along, to focus only on the ways they definitely do. It's a warming thing to idly reflect on, to be sure about, as Marcus' focus flicking back down to where his hand is resting, tracking an idle path lower down the bed of ribs.

Listening, judging by the small, mirthful breath out at Flint's continued hypothesising.

"Agreed," dry, focus returning to eye contact. "And if discretion keeps you from my own quarters, I'm going to leave some things of mine in yours." Now that Flint's shown his hand about the vain length he once kept his hair, he should know. "And," while he's at it, to the tune of a mild for fuck's sake, "some oil so as not to deprive your lanterns."

This is, too, by certain standards, warm and affectionate.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-27 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
"I can do that," comes after the brief spread of a crooked smile, because Flint is funny, as is this conversation. Not just the subject matter and what neighbours might make of the sound of that particular act through the door, but negotiating the minor particulars so inconsequential that they might have done prior but then again, hadn't.

And so it feels consequential, and good. Eases something sharp in him, unlikely as it is that he will stop biting or leaving bruises when the mood strikes.

Perhaps he might continue it, something about the coins spent on these rooms and the liquor he drinks from Flint's cabinet being roughly square, a joke about the quality of either, and he considers it against the other thing he's considering, studying Flint's face. Says, "There isn't anyone else I want like this," gently, frankly. "If there's ever some another, for you, I'd want to know."

There, says the slight tip of his head. It's not so serious, his expression still mild, more challenge than ultimatum in the slant of his mouth.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-27 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
It's a sound that Flint gets, the gentle press of fingertips. A kind of contented, back of the throat sound, and a nerve-deep muscular tensing that relaxes as soon as it cinches up. A flicker of distraction, a nipping reminder of something he'd desired and gotten.

He might have simply requested Flint not pursue anyone else, for as long as this arrangement exists. But there's the potential to put strain on a thing not yet braced for it. And maybe room in his ego about how occupying he can make himself.

And when met with this next item, Marcus pulls in a long breath. Moves, closer, bent knee finding a place to rest against the mattress on the other side of Flint. Neither man is built delicate, and being comparable in density of muscle or height doesn't mean Flint won't feel it when Marcus finds a place on top of him, and he will have to put up more protest for that arm he'd had brought around to touch at his shoulder now gently but forcefully pushed back against the mattress beneath Marcus's in a half-pinning lean.

Here, above him, Marcus agrees by way of amendment: "If." And then kisses him, as if to somehow execute the contract.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-27 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Appreciative, the scraped sound against that full kiss, answering it with the parting of lips, the usual pliable acceptance before active response. Simmering, content, in mutual want.

The arm he has folded up and against the bed is kept in place but locked down when his hand finds Flint's, laces the fingers together, and distributes that lazy pressure there where they clasp. A long breath in can be felt under the lay of Flint's other hand, as if to bodily absorb this sense of satisfaction, allow it to eke into muscle, into bone, into chemistry that has a way of running quick and hot.

Marcus might cede that, sometimes, he can be selfish. That he had asked Flint, once, to caution him against this behaviour did not after all come from nowhere. A learned habit for demanding, for taking, for fiercely defending. But here is proof, too, that Flint perhaps feels the same, nor has that come from nowhere. Only stated plainly, and not just implied in moments of desperate need, or life and death, or having been coaxed towards it.

That, the selfish, demanding, entitled, undeserving thing in him can close its jaws around and be still. Even though, when the kiss breaks, he says, "I should just keep you here," but there is a warm humour to it, breathed along a kiss to the corner of Flint's mouth.
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[personal profile] luaithre 2023-11-28 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
The sound that answers says: very well.

And finally disengaging, bare feet scuffing on the wooden floor, and a starting wipe down with the edge of the bedsheet before Marcus makes for where water has been set aside by the window. Indulges in some magic, a turn of his hand evoking a pattern of red-lit runes across the metal outside of the pitcher to warm the contents within, giving it a chance to properly rid them both of clinging oil. Something to it like making up for the rudeness of not letting Flint strip down properly, though he had, semi-consciously, minded his clothes.

After this, Marcus will return to the Gallows directly, and go to that small room allotted to him. There will be a solid stretch of hours in which he can sleep, and do so deeply, and then the sun will sink and he will take his meal in dining hall, and then walk the ramparts until the sun starts to suggest some colour to the night sky. And on and on.

It's all very routine, and has been since they began fucking around. Even additional aches and more marks than usual don't throw anything out of order, particularly. But there are differences. Intentions. He will, next time he ascends the stairs, do it with a freshly purchased bottle of cheap whiskey. He will have finished that book and choose another, if there's some lazy spare minutes the next morning. He will make some effort to disguise any manipulating the guard rota to selfish ends.

And, when they both emerge from this let house, Marcus will reach across the short space between them, touching Flint's wrist in friendly grasp, before they split off in different directions.