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ƬƠƬƛԼԼƳ ƇƠƊЄƤЄƝƊЄƝƬ ƑԼƖƝƬ ([personal profile] katabasis) wrote2023-05-16 10:18 pm
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-10 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
How much of Billy's handiwork has clung to John Silver?

Enough, surely. Sailors talk. Word carries. Even now, the Walrus men must be speaking even now, conversation scattering like seeds in the wind. Flint, a cannonball in his hand and blood in his beard. John Silver, expression dark with anger and knuckles white around the handle of a tankard, a corpse at his foot. There is some utility in these stories, something that could be traded on.

But that is a secondary contemplation when set alongside—

"How great of a division do you think would benefit us?"

It's a delicate thing, presenting division to the island and maintaining unity among the men. Unless the men were included, along with the cadre of strangers they will be seeking to sway.
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-12 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe this had been Billy's design in the end. A reversal, though this doesn't come about as Billy had hoped or where he might see it.

John's fingers flex over his thigh. Thumb presses at his kneecap, aware of the stump just beyond his fingertips, the slow ebb of fever that may pass faster now that they're off the water or may linger, miserably, as it once had.

In the quiet, he weighs the spread of story across the beach and through the town, the speed at which it will travel, how it will take root. What stories and reputations might choke the growth, how it will demand to be fed.

Looks back across to Flint, studying the way the light falls across his face, the expression shadowed there.

"We'd be gambling," John reminds him. "On how intimidating they find an invalid."

One-legged creature, had been the descriptor, not so long ago.

But this point carries a question along with it, easily gleaned in the shorthand that has sprung up between them: Are you certain of this?
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-12 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
The brief pained flex of a reaction is barely perceptible. Perhaps it passes unnoticed.

How new it is, being recognizable in any meaningful way.

And beneath that flex of reaction at even this glancing acknowledgment of how he might be perceived here, is a deeper, tender thing. A sense of control being passed into his hands, something precious and hard won handed over with the expectation that John will hold it for them both.

There would be no easy way to strip that power from him. See how effective Billy’s work had been on Nascere. Consider how it might replicate itself here, if Flint so chooses.

“Do you?”

Not necessarily the same question. How little they have considered their partnership. How little they have considered the form it will take in such a new environment.

How unexpected this form is; John had not anticipated it or how it would feel to have it set out in front of him, the concept of turning this facade to the waiting tangle of eyes in this place and for Flint to exist within the role he is proposing.
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-13 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
This is not quite an answer. Or it is part of an answer, a willingness to take on the role and all it requires of him. What may come attached to it.

Will it rankle later?

That is a question of John’s trust in this man. Flint, who has made himself transparent to John. Will he regret this choice later, putting John forward as the face and conductor of this enterprise?

John, who has withheld so many vital pieces of himself. (Do they matter now, that they are lost to him?)

The silence spins out, stretching between them as John turns the whole of the concept over in his head. Finds his way to the inevitable, the agreement that comes in the form of a nod.

“It would.”

Would it be so different? Hd will still be a mouthpiece in one fashion or another?

“Alright,” is unnecessary, perhaps. “We can see the book brought ashore in the morning, before we make our way into town.”

A beat, and then:

“It’ll serve us regardless, to see who seeks to step around me to speak to you directly.”

Of course there will be someone seeking to exploit the appearance of a division. John knows the potential in such opportunities better than anyone.
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-13 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Sharp edges are more than capable of damage, even when masked in velvet. John knows this. But he has no desire to draw blood, to press for whatever thing lives behind the answer he has been given.

In this moment, the good humor in Flint's face and the satisfying rustle of closing pages marking the end of one portion of the evening's work outweighs the need to bring the proposal into sharp clarity. There has been little and less worth laughing about in the past weeks, since they fled Nascere in search of allies as their efforts were scattered across the sand. The flex of amusement in John's face mirrors echoes the traces of it he finds in Flint's face, though his offering response errs more towards planning as he posits—

"We should keep that up our sleeve, as much as we're able," John suggests. "As keen as I imagine we are to acquire allies, it would be better if they came with intentions to join us rather than tear the island apart seeking what we buried."
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-15 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
"I'd prefer it be something heard long after a number of other stories."

Which quickly becomes a difficult balancing act.

It would be difficult regardless, managing which stories find their way to which ears. But it would have been easier if John were not now conscious of the roles they've agreed to play. Of how those roles may needle and prick in the weeks to come.

The break in that tension leaves space for the pull of a smile. Consider, the stories they have built up between them. Consider how few of those should be shared honestly, unvarnished and whole.

"We needn't commit to only the fear of that book. I think we could sway the beach by a combination of novelty and intimidation."
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-15 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Leave it," John tells him, a minor stall on that gathering momentum. "I've given them some idea of what they might say overnight. I can impart the rest of it come morning."

When the ledger is retrieved. When they have an account of those who hold sway and their leanings within the town. When they walk up the road and demand audience with those people, and each of them take on these new roles in tandem.

If there are misgivings over the latter course of action, John does not raise it now.

They have come to some decision on the way forward. John is tired, and his body aches. It would be pleasant enough to simply sit in this tent in each others company, rather than step out from beneath the curtain of canvas and be obliged to draw all parts of himself together once more.
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-17 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
A turn of his hand, some apologetic flex of his expression; he might clarify, split the difference between what they've discussed and what he'd laid out as a ward against men's loose tongues before stepping into this tent.

It's allowed to sit for now, as John accepts the cup. Swirl the liquor within it, as he looks up at Flint.

"Have you finished with that?"

The ledger. The work within it. The work that waits for them outside this tent.

Is there a point at which he might be persuaded to rest?
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-09-20 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
It is not quite an absence of momentum. John can discern the force of it, how it is held in check but not extinguished.

There is a beat of quiet. John looks at him. Observes the hitch of his thumb into that great belt, the fall of lamplight on his face. And he orders his thoughts, considers what might be said.

Considers that he is tired. Considers the bucket set by the loose-flapping entrance of the tent, the cover slightly askew and whether or not it is fresh water.

"Do I resemble the man you first met?" is an abrupt question.

Practical, perhaps. To whom on this island does a man resembling John Silver owe money? (Had he been John Silver then? Will someone call out a different name and repeat it if he does not answer?)
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-12-18 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
"No," is a measured deflection, vague in spite of its firmness. No, he is not concerned. No, he does not intend to shave the beard.

(Would he look as ill as he feels without it? He is thinner than he was; there are days where he feels hollowed out by pain, and it is harder to disguise as he once was, clean-shaven and easily masked behind a bright smile.)

Even without the beard, he couldn't fit himself back into the shape he'd once occupied.

"Remind me," John says, leaning back in his chair. The wince as he stretches out once leg is masked in the shadows cast by the lantern, the candle on the table. "What was that story you were reading, just after we cast off?"

The title John had seen at a glance, something unrecognizable to him but worthwhile enough that Flint carried it onto this ship with him.

Later, John had implied. Questions could be asked later, and it is later and they are alone in this tent and the men's conversation has been reduced to a murmur of sound beyond the flap of canvas. John could say a great many things, but he wants to hear Flint's voice more than he wishes to make his own into a rudder.
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-12-20 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
A flicker of humor tugs at John's mouth in response, though he doesn't dismiss the thought out of hand.

He has plucked stories from so many different places. Why not a book?

"I've been thinking of what I might present to an audience, if it comes to that."

How had he won the affection of those men camped on the sand outside this tent? Stories. Retellings. They had been true and untrue by turns.

"Our propositions will be better received on the heels of a story," is only stating something known to them both, something Flint might recognize after having spent so long adjacent to John's workings. "And I'd like to carry some new ones into the town with me."

Some stories must be cast off. Some won't fit coming from this mouth. Some John doesn't care to speak aloud anymore. (Doesn't care to invite the possibility of a voice rising up to call out another man's name in response.)
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[personal profile] hornswoggle 2023-12-20 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
“We are all liberal with the details.”

We encompasses them both, the men on the sand, beyond them in the town. Pirates all, yes, and prone to embellishing what serves them.

Telling a story concerns itself always with the truth, in as much as one much know a true thing to discern how it must be changed.

(John Silver walked out of the surf, fully formed.)

(A man walked onto a dock with empty pockets and a dead man’s name.)

“Let me borrow it when you’re done. It’ll tide me over until I’ve decided how much of our exploits we should lead with.”

Consider the coast they blasted to pieces in the wake of Miranda’s death.

Consider the crew that sailed into a hurricane and came out whole.

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